I was at an awards show or something. And Lisbeth Salander (Rooney Mara) and Mikael Blomkvist (Daniel Craig) was at a table signing autographs. They were in character not themselves. I remembering asking them how is it like through their eyes. Next thing I knew I was in the backseat of a car with Mikael in passenger seat and Lisbeth driving. Her hair was up in that rockin hawk. I leaned my head on Mikael’s shoulder looking at Lisbeth. Who was pensive but had that look of ‘don’t fuck with me or question me’. Her normal cold, hardcore look but also timid at the same time. So beautiful. Then I felt Mikael’s hand on my mouth, sensually touching my lips. Then he kissed me. I never took my eyes off Lisbeth. I felt her mood change, darker and disappointed but never taking her eyes off the road. He kissed me more intensely. Then I pushed him off me. She stopped the car. She got out of the car, she looked at me in the car with a look of ‘are you coming, im not waiting’ and she walked away. Mikael looked back at me, feeling his eyes burn Kb me but not looking back at him I got out of the car. She walked over and got on to her bike, which is a remodeled 60s Honda CB350. I straddled the awesome machine holding on to her from behind. She didn’t look back at Mikael, but I did for a second and we drove away… Then my fucking alarm woke me up. Grr I wanted to know what was going to happen next with Lisbeth and I. Grrr. I have no idea what brought that dream on. I guess all the hype I’m spreading to my friends down here. When I first got into The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo (Swedish), no one cared or understood the hype over it. Until David Fincher’s adaptation came out. And then Rooney Mara was nominated for an Oscar. Then some family watched that adaptation first before the Swedish version and some friends read book and watched the Swedish movies. I love it. My one friend, I consider a brother watched the Swedish movie and he lived it. I love that my hype over the movies and novels have spread and they’re enjoying the Millennium Trilogy. Gets me so ecstatic and exhilarated when they ask me more info on it because I know all about the author and the while Millennium Trilogy. And I can’t wait for the Mtv Movie Awards because Rooney is nominated for 3 awards. Yay!

I hate that I miss u. I miss poking u awake. Your cuddles. My emotional cage, you held the key for. I hate that we talked for hours and you amazed me with the intelligent talks. I hate that how I gave my encouragement and energy to you. I hate that you opened up my heart and brought my guard down and let you in. I hate the memories of happiness that was traumatized. Trying to carrying on now, eyes wide open. But cautious. And the most of all I hate that you tore my heart in your hands, made me fall for your lies. I hate that you now made me insecure to trust something that might be good. I hate you for bringing fear back into my life… I wish that your next victim gets out before it happens again. Because Karmas a bitch.